i wrestle often with the fact that i am no longer in college. not necessarily a bad kind of wrestle. but, just wrestling with and wondering am i okay with that. this time last year, i think the answer was no. but, last trip to athens proved the answer is a yes. maybe not quite definitive, but a yes nonetheless. there are little moments though that hit me and take me back. namely tonight. i received an itunes gift card for christmas. i finally got around to looking for some new jams. i realized none of my favorites (dave barnes and matt wertz) have new albums out. naturally, i looked for other music i wanted. and, i got to that point where i had no idea what i wanted. i don't know what artist is all the rage, or what everyone loves these days. i don't have roommates to ask their music tastes, nor can i hear the buzz around campus. maybe this is what benji was talking about. and, it hit me that i ain't in college anymore. second year out. and, i am still realizing these things. still not quite sure what i think about them. but, i'll take it.
a new phase am i entering. a new season. and, it does hit me that i am not in college anymore. yet, i am also excited about the next step. gonna be a good ride. cuz it has been so far. and, he is faithful...
